Seriously - WHO CARES!!!!!! I have been So ridiculously Blessed to have had the opportunity to connect with a Wide range of yummy souls lately. I have NO interest in how everything is separate, it Just doesn't turn me on. I Don't care what anyone is called, where they are from, what they do, any of that, it Just doesn't matter. I have been aware of Many times when someone has perhaps asked me what school or University I have gone to so they can make a judgement of what that means in social class and educational attainment and how that refers to them and their beliefs. Who cares if I Ever went to school, who cares if I am bankrupt or a millionaire. I Always feel the divine spark in each soul and That's where we meet.
At the moment I have been ramping UP my meditation practice. I spent yesterday with 2 Incredible teachers and a bunch of Beautiful souls and had THE most Delicious day of Surrendered Freedom. I need to be round these people as much as I can to remind me over and over of the simplicity of my practice and the benefits of actually doing it.
I DIVE into dissolve more and more and more and then I forget and come back to the mind and then I remember again and come back to this moment and the dance weaves and flows and bends and is so familiar.
Layer by layer by layer by layer the onion is stripped and Yes this May indeed be a lifelong adventure but so much of the outer mud and crusts have fallen and the sweetness that keeps being revealed of the More of life is so very shocking in it's incredible beauty.
I am falling Wildly in love with my relationship to the Silence, with the Beloved. Yes I have been Falling in love with Myself after So very very long not even being in my body and That continues but my Love affair is with the stillness. This place that I experience FREEDOM. Words don't matter, I get ALL of the things I wanted, Peace, Love, Joy, Contentment, Magic, Compassion, Freedom all from my practice of returning over and over and over and over to the present moment. And NOTHING in my life needs to change for me to experience this, not my bank account, not my address, not my job, not my relationships....... Nothing. I don't need to do something now to experience peace at a later point, there is Only NOW, my experience of Divine Bliss is NOW.
My practice is Ridiculously simple and Incredibly profound. I know to some people it is too simple and their minds cant accept the simplicity but hey This works for me and the benefits are Massive. This practice has saved my sanity and my life.
I have seen how I experience a Lot of rest and comfort and peace in my bath and then at some point I have to get out the bath again and there has been beliefs about a difference in my experience but actually I Can rest in a big warm cosmic bath All the time.
Today I feel like a cosmic jellyfish, all my pain and suffering has been gently puled out my body and I feel warm and soft and transparent and iridescent and open and incredibly Loving and at such surrendered peace and freedom. I Really enjoy being a jellyfish.
It Really doesn't matter what my technique is, copy no one! Find Whatever it is to help you find your freedom your way, walk your path your way. Find your way to Freedom.
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