I appreciate your medicine and sacred contribution in the journey. For ALL the adventures I appreciate you being that external mirror to show me my internal landscape to help me understand and grow. I release you in all ways, time, space, dimension to continue your paths so I may continue mine.
Thank you for all the times you:
Clipped my wings,
Plucked my feathers,
Caged me,
Silenced me,
Controlled me,
Manipulated me,
Abused me,
Degraded me,
Laughed at me,
Laughed at my gifts and stopped me being all I am,
Ridiculed me,
Bullied me,
Didn't support me,
Didn't have my back,
Made me feel less than,
Made me feel not enough,
Used me,
Didn't choose me,
Ignored me,
Walked all over me,
Stomped on me,
We're unkind to me,
We're cruel to me,
We're violent to me,
Used your power against me,
Were inauthentic with me,
Had no integrity,
Weren't honest with me,
Lied to me,
Cheated on me,
Hurt me,
Rejected me,
Broke my heart,
Abandoned me,
Left me....
Thank you for showing me these places within myself.
Thank you for being that mirror,
Thank you for fulfilling the soul agreement we made before I was born,
Thank you for loving me So Very much that you fell through the veils of amnesia to play your part in this incarnation.
I cleanse and clear the LOT.
Thank you for helping me No longer Tolerate Abuse
Externally
Or Internally.
It's been Some adventure
And I am VERY tired from the road.
I Still feel very unwell and so much remains unresolved in the healing journey.
There isn't a tablet or medical intervention for this process,
Simply Time, Space & Presence with the body.
The medicine is LOVE.
I have unlimited Love,
Never ending love.
So many of those who agreed to hurt me So deeply Actually always loved me & I know it- I feel Everything.
I rest as much and as often as I can
To let the enormous volumes of trauma unwind
Naturally and gently
Without healing or fixing.
I can't as yet fly as far but I test my wings
And all the time they feel stronger and the feathers regrow.
I am grateful for the adventure,
I wouldn't wish it on another soul
But I am grateful for the medicine.
Every single drop.