It's not a something or someone.
It's not a where or a when.
It’s not something tangible to grab hold of.
It's not in a book or a workshop,
It's not a theory or a teaching.
It is not a fixing or changing.
It’s not a compromise.
It's not a settling for.
It’s not what you were conditioned to believe.
It's not a fairytale wrapped in a lie.
It's not all Love and Light and fluffiness.
Yes it can be Ruthless.
It comes in Every shade,
some that look like Complete destruction.
It is my Experience.
It is present Always.
It is what I AM.
It is what I have Always been.
No matter how my life appears to look,
No matter what I appear to say or do,
All of it is Love.
I have no preference of how that is received.
I no longer need approval,
I no longer need permission,
I no longer need validation.
I have no preference of who appears to turn from my love,
I have no preference who or what stays or goes,
I have no preference of who appears to reject my love completely –
I see you,
I acknowledge your pain and I love you anyway.
Love Only grows,
Sure my heart breaks often,
In joy, in ecstasy, in sorrow, in grief and more
But Only to grow,
Only to grow and let in More.
There is Always More,
To discover, to marvel at to have my breath taken away, to be stunned by.
Always.