One of my first profound experiences occurred in 2002. There I was on my living room carpet curled up with my knees to my chest in Wild panic, tears, pain in my emotional/ mental and physical bodies to the nth degree, just freaking out after I Finally threw my husband out after too much abuse. I was in shock, I was not knowing what to do, where to turn, it was intense! So, in desperation, I Cried out for Help!
My experience was "seeing" a pure white Unicorn race Right towards me and touch my 3rd eye with it's horn. in that instant, I felt Complete, total and utter Bliss like I couldn't describe. I felt Unconditional love flood into Every single molecule of my being and every single piece of tension dissolve in an instant as I felt incredibly spacious, taking up not only the room but expanding out and out and out, I had a Profound and deep Knowing that Everything was perfect and All was well and that I'd get through this piece ok.
I stayed in position for Hour after hour, there on the carpet, I couldn't move, I was held in the sweetness of love. Eventually, of course I did move but the experience of Love with that absolute totality stayed for 5 days before tapering off gently.
It was exceptional, incredible, unforgettable.... Now, what this was, is up for debate. Was it some mystical experience, who knows? I can't say for sure. I recently have thought about it and I have been curious if it was me Now, remembering this incident and pouring in Love by the bucket load? It makes me think of the Patronus magic in the Harry Potter films. What If it was Something like that? Who knows? I haven't consciously thought of unicorns but who knows. I am curious about time and how everything is happening now, so what if a very loving me held a stressed out me in total love in this strange concept of time - difficult to explain but maybe you get the idea?
Over the past few years when I've experienced very heavy stress loads, I've felt a presence with me always, very feminine, very exceptionally loving. Same same - is this something mystical or is it me in a future now, just Loving this soul and championing it and cheerleading to keep going no matter what?
Who knows, who could say, and I don't need people to hypothesise about their opinions about the validity or otherwise. What I Know is, whatever it is or was or will be, the experience of Love is Mind blowing and I am grateful for all of it! <3