I have seen Much Shaming that I SHOULD just vibrate at a higher frequency, a higher dimension, clear my chakras… and all souls have made their soul contract for this life and all sorts of other utter spiritual bypassing, dehumanising nonsense.
I can’t turn my back on any who suffer and skip about in a utopian bubble when the planet that I live on is in Profound Turmoil. There’s a lot to be said about the spiritual rubbish that I’ve seen floating around and we need to get back to Basic Kindness and Empathy.
I FEEL, I feel a Lot, I Always Have. I wake up and Feel my Brothers and Sisters in the world who are Crying. My heart goes out to them. I feel the fragmentation and the places where souls are struggling, and others are busy distracting themselves and turning away to another picture of a kitten doing something cute. I have Often felt overwhelmed by the pain that has moved through me, not knowing what to begin to do with it. It has often taken me to a place where I want to end my life as the pain has been way too much. However, I am currently able to feel and breathe. Nothing needs fixed or changed, to WITNESS with an open heart is Powerful. To Sit with another in pain is Powerful. No shaming, no fixing, no forcing change. Each soul/ situation needs LOVING Presence. I cannot offer pragmatic on the ground help in every situation but whatever is in front of me and I Can help, then I will.
I feel survivors of Genocides and wars, those who have lost loved ones, those displaced by violence. I feel the places bombed and shelled and terrorised. I feel the child soldiers that have been conscripted at such young ages – not just boys but little girls as well. I feel the women who have been turned into war brides and sex trafficked in horrendous situations. I feel all girls who endure female genital mutilation. I feel the street kids trying to survive, the little kids that pick litter on dangerous dumps. I feel the malnourished, the hungry, the sick. Those who are without water. I feel the destitute and the desperate. I feel those that crowd onto boats to cross the Mediterranean Sea at great peril and may not make it. I feel the consequences of political decisions and the greed and corruption of Many leaders in Many places. I feel the Greed of big business. I feel the impact of Big Pharma. I feel the rape and pillage of the Earth and how She is scarred Every Single day. I feel the pollution and the toxicity. I feel the places of drought and the places of wild fires. I feel the earthquakes and floods. I feel the mining, the dam building, the deforestation, the drilling and fracking. I feel the decimation of the plants and animals at beyond comprehensible rates so Many species are becoming endangered or extinct. I feel the animals that are abused and neglected. I feel the obscene horrendous cruelty of the dog meat festivals. I feel the profound disgusting murder of cetaceans by countries such as Japan and Iceland. I feel the poaching of Elephant wisdom keepers and other sentient creatures. I feel the effect of the logging roads on Bush-meat trade. I feel those who’s indigenous ways have been stripped, their culture/ identity/ language/ way of being/ land has been colonised and changed. I feel those souls who do not have my privilege to write any such words for fear of kidnap/ torture/ rape/ imprisonment/ death. I feel those who feel unloved or unlovable. I feel those who have endured bullying not just at school but anywhere. I feel those that are neglected. I feel those who are sick or infirm. Those who have received terminal news about an illness. Those who are dying. Those who are enduring Countless difficult and painful medical procedures. I feel all those who feel lost to the system, unseen/ unheard/ forgotten/ abandoned. I feel those who feel lonely. I feel those who are grieving, even if it was 20/ 30/ 40 years ago. I feel those who are low/ depressed/ anxious/ scared. I feel those who have been confined to mental health institutions. I feel those who were abused in Religious schools or institutions or cults. Those who are in enormous financial debt and are terrified by any phone call or knock at the door. I feel those confused by social media or magazines and the over simplified and often fake pictures of seemingly perfect lives or images that are far from the full story. I feel those who are Shamed by messaging that they are not good enough in Any way. I feel those that are mocked and ridiculed because of their appearance or their beliefs. I feel the Elderly who may feel cut off and alone. I feel those who are childless not by choice and feel that grief that is often not understood by society. I feel those who feel they are not a good parent and may endure postnatal depression. I feel those without jobs or direction. I feel those without purpose or meaning in their lives. I feel those who are cut off from nature, within themselves and all around. I feel those who are addicted to substances and can’t find another way at this point. I feel those who feel shame at having to rely on food banks. I feel those without a home to shelter from life. I feel those without safety in a home, those who endure domestic abuse. I feel those who don’t know how to get through another day. I feel our young ones who are lots and confused and cut or harm themselves. I feel All those souls who choose suicide over life. I feel the places of inequality and injustice. I feel the effect of the patriarchy. I feel all those who Commit Any crimes, all the perpetrators are Also my Brothers and Sisters.
And so I let the tears fall.
Witnessing too much. Feeling too much.
I will not float off into another dimension/ frequency/ timeline and turn away and become numb and disassociated.
I don’t have solutions but will work towards Any, even to help one situation, even little pieces of kindness are Powerful.
I LOVE Every soul, every place, every situation.
I am another you and I see your pain and hold you exactly as you are.