Pulling each Carefully from my flesh, from my organs, from my blood, from my bones, from my marrow, from my raw and tender heart, from my soul.
Each and EVERY Single one.
I may have walked through all of my life feeling like a Porcupine but now I am Stripped bare of the prickles.
I feel the wind on my skin, I feel the warmth of the sun.
I find EVERY weapon, from the Mighty Claymores to the Tiny darts smaller than my fingernail, to the cellular technology, nanotechnology, to the implants and technologies from other places, to the biological and chemical weapons and any more besides.
SO many arrows, SO many spears and Swords,
Such Abundance from So very many on the path.
I carefully remove Each and Every one with Love and gratitude and respect.
Reaching around to my back and every place on my body and being, every place in my aura, every place in time/ space/ dimension.
Feeling the gaps left oozing with my own vibrant Alive crimson blood.
Feeling the gaps Filled with LOVE and Healing and Vibrancy.
Thank you So much for your teachings.
Thank you for kindly your lessons.
Thank you for your all of your medicine.
Thank you for your part in the souls contract.
Thank you for the absolute Abundance of Wounding,
Over and Over and Over and Over
UNTIL
I found the space to say ENOUGH.
UNTIL
I found the courage to Scream.
UNTIL
I took up my Place.
UNTIL
I took a Stand.
UNTIL
I REFUSED to receive your weapons any longer in my energy.
I wash each piece clean in the cool fresh burn of Sacred Alba,
Watching the red mix and dissolve in the water and be carried away.
I wrap each piece in soft velvet.
I lovingly return them to you.
I lay them down at your feet .
They are not mine to keep.
I will not accept any more of your weapons,
I do not need them any longer.
I'm sorry
Please Forgive me
Thank you
I Love you.
I Remember the LOVE that I AM.
I stand as the DIAMOND light.
REMEMBERED.
Radiating.
Shining.
The ways you Try and Injure me will Only be reflected back so take care my friend, I wish you no harm.
I release you and let you go.
I retreat to the cave to lick the wounds amongst the soft furs and dark of the earth as they softly and gently mend in the medicine of the heart.