I was curious if I should go out into nature and have an early lunch but no I was to sit at my desk inside the machine and anchor the light deep during the time 12.12 around noon. The quality of the light outside changed and I connected incredibly deeply with this vibration. I felt it all week and my body was Thrumming with the energy. I often feel the pure Christ light, this is NOT in anyway religious for me, it is higher than Any Dogma or belief systems.
At night I went to dance Inside a Cathedral. As I walked in and dropped Deep into the Deep Sacred Stillness I Knew this was going to be a Glorious dance. As people arrived I explored and checked out Every corner and crevice to see what if anything pulled me and sensed the energy Everywhere.
There was 1 area where most people were dancing but I felt Very unleashed and Incredibly Free, I floated and twirled and pranced and flew and raced and glided and swooshed Everywhere. I danced with the Christmas tree and connected to Every ball and bright light. I felt I was the fairy or angel at the top of the tree and felt like the sugar plum fairy from when I was tiny at Primary School, then I was So scared to dance and perform and now I was in my Prime! There was Love and healing for that scared young girl. I danced along the aisles, I danced in the side chapels - Always with respect and care but with the most Incredible JOY and Bliss, my cheeks were So sore from smiling. I could feel the Angels in their Millions coming down and raining blessings on Everyone.
I danced my prayers and particularly a prayer of thanksgiving for the Kindness of So very many towards my mother who had undergone a heart procedure the previous week and thanks to the Incredible Love and support, she is doing Fabulously well and I am SO very pleased and incredibly grateful. I wrote a prayer to offer to the world and left it in the little basket as well.
I wondered if any of my guides or teachers wanted to pop through and I was surprised that in the gaggle of loads of them all being there that it was the Beautiful Hindu Goddess Saraswatti that wanted to step forward the most. I sensed her sitting Right in the middle playing her instrument and having a Fabulous time and singing and smiling. When they played the Heart Sutra in 1 song, I sang with her.
I was also Very surprised that my Lioness stepped forward so vividly. She had me crawling on hands and knees along the aisle and it was Incredibly Regal and Powerful, she is so very beautiful and Magnificent! After this I found myself walking round the Entire building in an Incredibly Regal manner with my invisible crown. I sat in all the thrones and Owned them all, there was a Lot of celebration at my homecoming and the journey of 2014, it was so very beautiful. As I walked I had my arms and hands out in front of me and I sensed 2 Massive golden balls of light in my hands, the Golden Christ Consciousness kept moving through me and healing and cleansing, some old Karma stuff that I’ve been holding on to just dissolved really easily.
The most moving aspect was in what like felt like an explosion, I Very suddenly and Immediately had an experience of healing My relationship to the word “God”. This Smashed me Completely. Yes I have been brought up in a Christian society and went to Church and Sunday School and all that but in 2009 when I learnt the meditation practice that I follow we were asked to choose a word that represented our sense of the highest good for all. I saw that I couldn’t pick the word God as I had Lifetimes of baggage with the associations of that word. I actually bypassed all these terms and went straight for the word “Source”. I haven’t had any particularly bad experiences personally with religion but I had a Lot of healing to do in this aspect. Booooom, in the middle of the dance, I made deep peace with it ALL!!!!
Dance IS my medicine, it teaches me So much, it shows me So much, it is Sacred and Special and I will NEVER stop……….