I am Sliced, cut open, shredded to my core as that dissolves as well, until there is nothing. Nothing remains. Nothing. Illusions fall fast, layer by layer, stripping ever more naked. Every story goes. Death of everything that ever existed in the illusion of self.
Space & eternity spiralling onwards into the black endless infinite. No stars, no planets, no anything.
My fire has burned Every colour. My fire has been the expected, the reds oranges, golds.. it has burned the Silver Violet Flame of transmutation,, it has burned the sacred Gold flame, it has turned into rainbows of Every shade ever known.
Now My FIRE is glossy, rich, vibrant, velvet BLACK. This fire surprises and shocks me with its Intense Wild Beauty that I can't turn from as it consumes me.. It is the Goddess.
The silence is deafening,Soundless silence, no sound of breath, no sound of blood rushing through the body. No song, no whisper.
There is No where to go, Nothing to do, nothing is broken, nothing needs fixed. There is no pain, there are no stories, there are no dramas.
All there is, is the Experience of LOVE in its Purity. PURE LOVE.
This is what we search for our entire lives and it is ALWAYS here waiting for us to turn our attention and simply Notice.
There is no desire to be wanted, there is no fear of losing this love as THIS is what I Truly AM, it can Never be lost. There is no searching in the illusion of another soul for completion, there is no pressure on another, no expectations, there is no fear, there is no attachment....
The vibration is So very PURE, so Divine. It is So Incredibly Familiar and Deeply known. It is so Warm, So soft, so compassionate, so joyful, So playful, so peaceful, so fluid. I experience Freedom.
These words are Just Pointers, these words are not IT. It can only be experienced, not described by the limitation of words that could Never offer justice.
I don't stay in that place consciously continuously BUT it Never leaves me, Never. I consciously experience this state more and more and more in my life- When I am doing the washing up, when I am taking a bath, or doing my shopping or going about my work this LOVE is there, occasionally hidden, occasionally hidden Deep But ALWAYS there. All it takes is me to Remember, to Come Back to this Sacred Present Moment and THERE it is.
Yes I use meditation tools to help me with my experience and these can be done Anywhere, Anytime and with eyes open so I don't have to postpone my peace,I can experience it Right NOW. It has become a Habbit so is easy and effortless but even when I struggle or forget I can reset and return. It Doesn't matter how often I forget, it doesn't matter how long I am "unconscious". All that matters is that when I remember, I return to LOVE.
My Highest Desire is to experience Unconditional LOVE and THIS is where I am 1 Pointed and Focussed. Nothing distracts me, even surface level mental waves that try and show me contrast, it Always shows me that behind my conditioned habits and stories, ALL I am is LOVE, I Just happen to be in This human body at this point.
I BOW to the sheer Gift of being here NOW. This is Such an Exciting time to feel and witness So very many closed heart buds across this globe beginning to loosen their tight grip and start the process of softening and opening. This is HUGE.
We are LOVE- All of us, there is No separation between you, me, anything, we are All stardust.
To each heart that is scared and tight and hurt and broken and closed I blow the softest pure sacred kiss. May you open and unfurl and Blossom into the GLORY and MAGNIFICENCE that I witness you as in your Perfection- just as you are.
To Any heart that needs to hear, for any soul who feels alone, unloved...., I will shout over and over and over and over to eternity...
I LOVE YOU, ME, US, WE, THEM, ALL....
ONE.
Aho! ❤️x❤️