THANK YOU!!!!! Thank you to EVERY person who has shown me kindness, to EVERY person who has been a Rainbow in my clouds. There have been So VERY many clouds over the years. There have been SO VERY many rainbows!!!
Today I have had SUCH an interesting experience.
I have lost count of the number of spears I have pulled out of my energy systems, especially over the past few years.
Over and over and over I have pulled them out. Phew, I don’t tend to glimpse the peaceful past life stuff, it’s more the stuff that requires healing and there’s been a LOT!
The other day I had a dream where I saw a threatening grey hooded figure walk towards me with a Huge broadsword. I didn’t feel nervous, I opened my arms and invited them in, invited them close, I knew if it was my time, it was my time. But it didn’t feel like it so I wasn’t scared. I looked them in the eye and embraced them close to my body as the sword passed horizontally into my body through my heart and out the other side – except I felt All my molecules expand and Nothing was touched or damaged at all. It felt really powerful, really incredibly profound.
However, in the past few days I have felt a pain in my back on the other side. It feels like while I was being distracted with what was in front of me, an energy snuck up and stabbed me in the back, I don’t know who or what it is or why but I feel I have been walking about with a spear sticking out my body as I try to remove it. I have NO sense of anyone who currently would do this.
I have experienced Many many many occasions where I have been stabbed in the back, figuratively in this lifetime by very many so called friends and actually in Many previous lives.
I actually recently took off my energetic armoured back shield after years and years and years, I had finally laid it down. My soft flesh has been vulnerable without this protection and perhaps I thought I was finally done with backstabbing and didn’t need this armour. Did I become complacent?
I have danced this energy, I have written about it, I have walked it, I have drawn it. Today I went for some myofascial release treatment to see if that would help and nope the pain and discomfort remains. What was beautiful during the session was sensing an Enormous, powerful wolf who came and sat on my feet and really guarded and protected me. He called in the rest of the pack and they patrolled to keep me safe.
I have been trying to remove this spear and I feel the Rainbows in my clouds, I feel the support around me. I feel SO many beautiful souls that I have been Privileged to meet this time around. This support and incredible beauty really touches me and lifts me. I feel the support of my MASSIVE unseen gang of light beings, so Very many beings who are Always there for me!
Thank you for your colour, thank you for shining so very bright and reminding me of the splendour in the sky. Thank you for helping me remove this energetic spear.
Thank you for inspiring me to be a Rainbow in the sky for Any others, Whoever they may be, Whoever needs a Rainbow, Whenever they need it....
I wrote and published this post and walked away and THEN I had the message..... This wasn't a spear I felt in my back, this was a Harpoon!!! The PAIN I feel is the pain of our Brothers and Sisters in the Ocean, it is the Pain of the Dolphins and Whales that have been slaughtered and butchered. Also the Sharks that are killed in their multitude. No WONDER it is so intense and sore and uncomfortable!!!! This Pain is an ocean of red blood, brutality, savagery and cruelty. Over and Over and Over I wonder how Humans can be so cruel, How can we do so Many things to our own species and other species? I Just Don't get it!!! How can these creatures Ever forgive us?